All You Need

Who Actually Knows

what is love?

none of us will every truly know until it happens to us

we may know what it looks like

but you won't know until it hits you 

that right of passage

that feeling of longing and selflessness 

I imagine that is how love happens

Ride

"I was in the winter of my life, and the men I met along the road were my only summer.

At night I fell asleep with visions of myself, dancing and laughing and crying with them.

Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour, and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times.

I was a singer - not a very popular one,

I once had a dreams of becoming a beautiful poet, but upon an unfortunate series of events some of those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again, sparkling and broken.

But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted, and then losing it to know what true freedom is.

When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I'd been living, they asked me why - but there's no use in talking to people who have home.

They have no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people - for home to be wherever you lay your head.

I was always an unusual girl.

My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean...

And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying...

Because I was born to be the other woman.

I belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone.

Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me."

from the music video 'Ride' by Lana Del Rey

ALIVE

what does it mean to feel ALIVE 

feeling alive is that instant when you know why you're here

creating things that scare you or don't make sense

looking into your best friend's eyes and knowing

the moment when strangers become friends

stepping out of your mind to see things clearly

being with people you love, who love each other, who love you 

  

when I feel alive I feel significant