Captivating

Help me to understand.

Why am I afriad?

My fears are holding me back from living up to my potential.

Do I have potential?

I'm afraid of disappointing the people I love most.

If I never do anything there is no point of disappointment. Right?

I'm afraid of losing myself.

How can I lose myself if I have yet to create myself?

I'm afraid of missing out.

What are my fears holding me back from?

I'm afraid of never amounting to anything.

In the end, will my existence have meant anything?

I'm afraid of myself.

What are my fears trying to tell me?
I don't want to be scared anymore.

Help me to understand.